My body’s unsure whether to rise anew or collapse completely.
My knees still haven’t gone back to a state in which there’s nothing to report on. Which is weird because about a month ago I was happily walking increasingly longer distances again. Sure, eight kilometers may not be that much, but I walked it without any pain or continuous discomfort. Not long after though, three kilometers sent me limping home.
It’s been getting better again after that, but I still can’t walk what I used to. And it heavily fluctuates too. Sometimes I can run a fair distance to catch my bus, sometimes just standing still for a bit brings forth the pain. Even though the exercises I’ve been given are going well everything still feels very unstable. I just don’t know what I can expect anymore, which makes me really cautious and takes all the fun out of going for walks.
But not going for walks also isn’t doing me any favors. RSI is gently making its return, who knows what shape that’ll take if I don’t act now.