So I called the doctor this morning to maybe have him check on my RSI situation.
My appointment could be placed not even an hour after I had called, and that fit my schedule (that is, a more or less empty schedule), so I agreed. He basically heard me out on my issues, agreed it was probably RSI, and redirected me to a therapist that specializes in these kinds of things. You know, what with making sure I actually recover and it doesn’t happen again.
So I called those and they’ll be letting me know when they have time for an appointment. One thing I don’t need their advice on though, is the choice to postpone this part of my study. With how things are now, I honestly can’t keep up the pace without feeling even worse. Rather just break than half-ass things and have to do them a second time. I should remember to update my teachers on this development, so they don’t suddenly miss me.
The plausible deniability and “nah I can do things still, I’ll be fine” factor is reaching zero. There’s no fooling myself anymore. I’m pretty much boned.