As if it hasn’t been doing so for months already.
I’m going to let myself write another post about my RSI struggles, because I am not a very smart man. It struck me recently that at the rate things are going, I may not be able to go on with this. Here’s the thing. Right now, and probably continuing until after the internship finishes, I have to write all the necessary papers on the experience. Kind of a sour apple to bit through already, considering my physical situation. Starting February, I’ll also be back to school again, for a specialization course in game technology.
Neat, but it’s supposedly a bit heavy on the “you need to do shit” side. I expected that, but it’s hitting me now. I am in dire need of a long break, and may not be able to get one anytime soon. If the courses require very intense working, then I fear actually putting forth that work will ruin me for much longer than I care to think about.
Conclusion: Depending on how things will go, I may end up delaying my studies by half a year. If I can’t physically do all the coursework, I can’t participate (well) in classes, can’t get any grades, and will thus have to do it all over.
That’s some god damn fucking shit alright.