It’s no secret that I’m having a pretty easy time at school.
Most things I can do without studying for, and the ones for which I have to study still get me decent grades with minimal effort. I spend so little time working on school stuff, and even littler (wow that’s a word) time actually being at school. Hell, I had most of the week off last week, and tomorrow will be the only day I have to go to school that week. Just give a quick presentation, get that over and done with, and be on my way home again.
I… kind of feel guilty over this. It’s not like it’s something I can help, really, but still. Everyone’s hard at work, some even being at school from nine to six, and still having homework and stuff to do when they get home, while I’m just sort of slacking off, having an easy time. Sure I’m also kind of mad at the fact that the school doesn’t provide me with very big an interesting challenge, but eh, I can work around that. I create my challenges myself, but a lack of schoolwork isn’t easily filled in.
Not that I want to, mind you. I’d much rather stay in my current situation than go back to the laborious work of the slavery-esque school system. I’m quite comfortable here, thank you very much. Guilt’s washing over me though.
Most of you are going to say it, and I already know it, I shouldn’t feel bad about this. Or should I? Probably not, but knowing that doesn’t take the feelings away. Whatchagun’do’boutit though.
Hope y’all had a great weekend!